Holga Simulated.

Simulated in Photoshop. I actually bought a Holga, but I have yet to get any film developed from it. So this is just to tide myself over until then.

"It's about having the relationship you want, no matter what the relationship is actually like."

I think I've been feeling like I'm suspended in the air, time is passing me, but I've stopped caring. I feel heavy with emotions, and I can't get it out. I want the sun to come back out. I wish I could stop wasting time on useless things. I've become who I never really wanted to be.

Old and New.

Black and White photos today. Some are old negative scans, some are relatively new digital photos. This is all to tide me over until my Holga arrives. Supposedly it's getting here on Monday, so I'll have some film next weekend, hopefully.